Thursday, May 21, 2009

sorry like u care

On this very good morning where the sun is being lazy to shine that blazing shine, I'm sitting here all alone while the rest are still in their deep sleep. It's not early in the morning though as the hands clock have just stroke the numbers 9 and 7 for we read it as 9.35am. Yea... what a boring life that I'm living on.
It's still early of the day and things may turn up as the clock ticks its funny sound. Though I haven't been expected for any planned events, but I do really hope that the good unexpected will show up in the middle or at the end of the day. How I live in dream don't I? Sometimes we just want to live that way for we really don't know of what we really want.
I admit that I used to live in uncertainty for quite number of years. As I waited for silence and hoped for miracle to happen. That time, in my every single breath, I whispered that things might not be beautiful though I hoped it to be. Therefore, when I eventually withdrew myself from that dreamland, I was strong and I was tough to face the very truth.
Now... I'm no longer live in dreams.
Now... I live in reality and I live in logic.
Though today I have none planned activities in my non-existed palm note, I know that I'll always try to make it as meaningful as I can for sometimes sudden decisions and spontenous actions may colour the life brighter.
You people out there!!! Enjoy your life while you still can and just do what you really feel like doing but stick to this------> LOGIC + RATIONAL.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

go to sleep!

blog blog... awak ngantuk tak? saya ngantuk ni... kalau saya tidur pukul 8 suku ni awak rasa saya akan berubah jadi orang tiga suku tak? ke awak rasa saya memang dah tiga suku orang nya. saya mengantuk laaaa.. sebab bosan taktau nak buat apa.
tadi saya keluar. saya balik saya buffer youtube. saya keluar jalan dengan kawan2 beli goreng pisang pulak. saya balik saya tengok cerita hantu yang entah macam mana bertukar menjadi cerita sedih pulak. Puaka Tebing Biru. betapa saya tidak mengikuti peredaran semasa, saya baru tahu kewujudan cerita itu. saya bukanlah penonton cerita melayu tegar.tapi saya suka tonton filem melayu yang berseni seperti cerita Yasmin Ahmad. tapi saya juga suka mahu menonton filem melayu yang mahu mencuba kelainan. lalu saya beri peluang kepada cerita yang barisan pelakonnya saya rasa bagus. tapi cerita itu menjadi cerita sedih la pulak yang mana saya tak rasa sedih sebab saya mengambil masa 2 hari untuk menghabiskan penontonan filem itu akibat tindakan saya "pause" di setiap adegan suspen kerna takut tengok sorang2. kamu faham bahasa saya sekarang? saya faham agak-agak tak faham.
saya kembali kepada persoalan asal. saya mau tidur tapi tidakkah terlalu awal?kalau nanti saya bangun pukul 4 pagi tidakkah itu maksudnya saya terpaksa berkawan dengan kelawar kerana mempunyai kualiti nocturnal?
saya mau pegi kacau rakan-rakan. babai