Thursday, February 19, 2009

Putrajaya:Jabatan Kementerian Pelajaran,Pusat Dokumentasi

Yesterday we had a trip to Putrajaya to attend a talk on various issues of education and getting more alert with what is happening in our education system recently. We were briefed about the "Pusat Dokumentasi" which is a library in Jabatan Kementerian Pelajaran and I found it helpful for us the future teachers. But I really don't know when will I visit it again and if I do, it will definitely be for my assignments and maybe thesis in the future. We were also briefed about the Action Research which we may produce during our service in the future for us to professionally improve. I couldn't upload more than one photo at the moment due to the problem concerning blogspot, so above is the only photo that I managed to upload, a photo of JanJan, me, Ogy, Reez and Asyi =)

Again, I've been tagged by my lovely beautiful friend, Soraya. Here we go babeh! ;p

1) Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse:)
2) Continue this game by tagging 7 other people.

1.What have you been doing recently?
I've been skipping classes for at least once a week, running away from doing any homework (procrastinating i must say), watching too much videos on Youtube, struggling to finish watching Get Karl!Oh Sang Soon,and enjoying Hanazakari no Kimi Tachi e.

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Not as frequent as before but I won't hesitate to turn it off whenever I don't have to wake up on time. Owh, btw, cell phone has been my alarm clock ever since the past few years. It's still fresh to me whenever I just turned my phone off when it warned me with the signal "low battery" and dump it in the drawer.

3.What happened at 10am today?
I was in Sue + Jan's room, watching 1408. erk... I skipped lecture. kantoi =p

4.When did you last cry?
Hardly remember. I think it might be somewhere last year, when I was hugging Tiffanie for our last goodbye in Brisbane =(

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
Yep! I always do. But a friend of mine used to remind me that we're the one who shape our destiny. Though everything is already destined, but there's always a way for us to change it for the better.

6.What do you want in your life now?
I want to be able to stand on my own without have to depend on others. At the moment, considering the delay in allowance, I still have to be financially supported by my parents but I really hope that after this I could just live with what I have. Owh... it explains well to why do I really can't wait to finish study and start working =p

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Erk... neither of those. I always feel that umbrella is a burden to my handbag and that's why when it's raining, I just sort to run to the nearest roofted area.

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
Sleeping of course. lagi mau tanya ka? or... maybe sleep talk. huuuuuuu =p

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
seluar pyjama kaler pink corak kotak2 yang K.A. bermulut 'hanj' cakap sebijik nampak cam sarung bantal. eeeeiii keji~~~

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
That describes me well. But I've never have the intention of making it complicated. But the fact that I disown that beautiful feeling for so long has made me... heartless?

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?

13.What was the last movie you caught?
1408. It wasn't that creepy but it could just be a good breakfast, I reckon. hehe =p

14.What are you proud of?

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
Received on 15th January 2009, from Ali Germany, "I have tickets for KL Tower at 1.45. We would like u to join us. Could u make it?"

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
Baby I'm Yours by Arctic Monkeys

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Fathiah (for my convent friends), Fath (for my saina n ipba friends), Siti (for my foreign friends), Dikfye (for my family).

18.What does the newest text say?
Just recently within this past 5 minutes, "Hey u.Hw izit goin?It's been a while kan?hehe" (Can you just leave me alone? I really don't wanna have someone as desperate as you.Stop bugging me!)

19.What time did you go to bed last night?

20.Are you currently happy?
Yep! But not ultimately happy and it's all thanks to the allowance yang lambat masuk. Sekarang hidup hanya untuk yang asas. Makan dan keluar berlibur secara piawai Kalau keluar main bowling, maksudnya tak boleh tengok movie. Kalau tengok movie,maksudnya tak boleh main bowling. Kalau tadi keluar dah makan mahal, balik tu wajib makan murah je. Uhukkkkk. sadis ok =(

21.Who gives you the best advise?
My dad n my mom.

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Nope!I haven't tried.

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night?
No one. Told ya! Handphone is just my alarm clock. hehe =p

24.Is something bugging you now?

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Housemates. Budak2 ni sume dah tak betul dah. Karang tak pasal2 je sume kene masuk ospital bahagia. eeeeiiii... takut. larikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!

Wednesday, February 18, 2009


For quite some time, I've been meaning to write about something which seems to be urging in me, to address the undecided forgiveness of a story which is never be away, but always stay at the bay.

To glance at the past whereby the dream of mine be ripped away little by little, which eventually gone at the end of the line, I failed to get hold of myself, of being human once again to weight the mistakes of a person. When I was about to clean all the hatred in my heart, to honour and bless the life of a human, THAT killing statement which I definitely despise to be entitled with, had hurtfully inhuman me in person to disgrace an impersonate joyful heart of someone as fake as THAT, as hypocrite as THAT, and as selfish as THAT.

For me to pass those darkest days and walk these brightest days, though it's imperfect and I stumble along the way,I promise myself for not to look away and the phrase "never look back" has always been by my side to alarm me to the fact that "I live for
today and tomorrow but not for yesterday".

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

hidup ini MONOTONOUS

Life has been so monotonous without any significant event taken place. Each day draws on the same repeated occasions of attending boring lectures and tutorials, meeting the same lovely faces, hearing the same excited voices and witnessing the same civilized attitudes. Weekend? Those beautiful weekends which supposed to be my relaxing days have always turned out to be my chilling day outs. Listed the same similar activities in various different locations.

Though last few days had again remarked another meaningful date to most of the loving birds in this world, yet, it has never been the date that captures my attention. Instead of spending the day with the loved ones (which is definitely not existed), I walked myself out for a dinner with friends and stayed over for a midnight ice-cream session.

Boring kan? Therefore I believe it explains to my irregular updates. I really have nothing in mind to share with you though I've been keeping so much to me. Keeping so much things which I rather not to publicly discuss. Yet, everyday I keep on hoping to find a thing which would spice me up and everyday I'm more than enthralled to keep moving on and keep flipping through the chapter of my life.

-another drama captured-