i'm not yet there

Today I helped Syafwah with her wedding preparation. I love seeing everything about wedding. Be it the flowers, dresses and even the food. Just now after drove Syafwah to the boutique for her wedding's accessories, we went up to few florists to look up for the "bunga tangan" (hand flower?). It was sooooooooooooo lovely to see all the flowers, laces, nets and ect. Owh yea. By the way, I have a plain dream since I was a teenager which I wanna go to sewing class learning about making the "hantaran" thingy. But I could just learn that from magazines and even from the "hantaran" themselves if I have free time. Just now, when I was looking at the florist decorating the flowers, I had my own idea of doing mine next time in the future. Haha. Tak boleh blah giler siap dah ada future idea. Or maybe I'll do it for my friends first. =p

By maghrib, I was at home for dinner with my other friends (Awan, Azizi, Akran n Adha) who came over too. Now it's already 00.06 and by 11pm just now I had just gotten back from sending Shue back to her house.

I really have to sleep now thinking that tomorrow I'll have another long tiring day. Tomorrow's afternoon I'll be at Syafwah's wedding. At the evening I have a date with Majiah and Deyna. Deyna is coming back from Uniten tonight so we'll be meeting again tomorrow. Yeay!!! And I'll be leaving to KL tomorrow because I have a flight schedule to Indonesia the next morning. Owhhhhhhhhhh. I haven't done my packing. Luckily just now I managed to steal some time to the money changer while they were busy with the flowers. So tomorrow I could again steal some time to pack up my things. Aiyoooooooooo. Now you understand right why do I always say that I ain't have enough time? I really do. Huaaaaaaaaa

Am I?

Hurmmm... lately I've been thinking about a statement that my friends have always told about me. "I'm too choosy". Do you think so? Last night Airsah told me that, and it wasn't my first time being labeled as choosy by most of my friends.

Honestly, I never think that I'm choosy accept for clothing. Yep... when it comes to appearance, I'm quite picky. That's why my parents stop buying me clothes since I was 15 and they just gave me money and asked me to buy everything myself. However, when it comes to food, I eat almost everything as long as they're halal. hehehe.

But when it's about life partner, people say that I'm too picky. Airsah told me, but not only her, but some of my other friends also told me the same fact that I'm too choosy and I hardly give a chance for someone to love me. Though sometimes they have the chance, yet I have always been the one who refuse to feel the same. Do I?

Hurmmm... I think everybody deserves to be choosy in picking up the best life partner. And I'm not excepted for I also deserve to be happy, don't I? Let me make it clear. I'm not choosy. I've never stated any specific criteria for my future partner. But maybe, I haven't yet found the right guy. Being single doesn't mean that I'm not happy. At this moment, I'm honestly claiming this with all my heart that I'm happy, and am contented enough with what I have though it's not an ultimate happiness. Someone told me that, "definisi bahagia kita berbeza". Yep... To some of you, being happy means that to have someone by your side, having a substitute no matter you have to break life promises. But to me, being happy doesn't mean to have someone by my side. I'm not saying that I oppose the idea of marriage. I myself am looking forward for that event (but only when the time comes). I can't say it's not today nor tomorrow. It may be today and it may be tomorrow. I can just pray for the best and for that, please stop all those speculations.

1. Snap picture of both inner and outer side of your wallet.

2. Introduce your wallet brand, price and where you bought it.

Brand: Guess
Price and Place Bought: I can't really remember the price due to massive shopping. But I can still remember where did I get it from. It's from Victoria Station, Harbour Town, Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia.

3. Take out whatever is inside your wallet.

Sori laaaa. Banyak sangat cards la, malas nak keluarkan. Baru semalam Airsah cakap wallet aku semak. Seyes tak sempat nak kemas. Asyik ada hal je bila masa la nak kisah pasal wallet pun. hehe =p

4. Snap a picture of your wallet with yourself.

Sori. Zaman cam-whore amik gambar sendiri dah berlalu ye.

5. Tag 5 people.

Taknak =p

Goodnight Goodnight

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song name down NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal / blog.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” … you say?
Till I Get Over You (Michelle Branch). That's not what I'll say.

2. How would you describe yourself?
If I Ain't Got You (Alicia Keys ft Usher). Yea. I might be a better person if I'm alone.

3. What do you like in a girl?
Permysuri (OAG). Girls are all queens.

4. How do you feel today?
Rooftops (Lost Prophets). Yea!! I feel so high after meeting my old friend from Convent, Lydiawani, whom I haven't seen for 2 years.

5.What is your life’s purpose?
Over My Head (The Fray). Haha. My life purpose is always wanna reach the highest level that I can.

6. What is your motto?
All I Want Is You (Barry Louis Polisar, Juno's OST). Hurmmm... "You" here refers to studies, career and family. I wanna strive for glory in my studies and establish a stable career where teaching is not only the end of it.

7. What do your friends think of you?
Love Like This (Amy Pearson). Haha. They know that I love them. Definitely YES!!!

8. What do you think of your parents?
Cinta Antara Kita (taktau lagu sape. there was someone who dedicated this song for me). I think this song suits my parents well. They're always in love to one another. SWEET!!!

9. What do you think about very often?
Cater To You (Destiny's Child). Yea!!! I always think how can I best cater the needs of my future students.

10. What is 2 + 2?
Ku Tak Sanggup (Kris Dayanti). hurmmm... I've no idea about this.

11. What do you think of your best friend?
The Potential Breakup Song (Aly and AJ)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Resentment (Beyonce). Erk... maybe. My life today is shaped and impacted by the deepest remark.

13. What is your life story?

Lil Star (Kelis ft Cee-Lo). Hehe. I might seem small and weak to some of you but deep inside, I'm so strong and not as weak as before. Try me and you'll know how hard it is to make me cry.

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Semusim (Marcell) This song has nothing to do with what I wanna be.

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Other Side Of The World (KT Tunstall). Yea!!! I'll definitely think of the other side of him. Usually guys will blind us with the best of them. Therefore we have to scan them beyond their beauty and see the worst of them. But bare in mind that in this world, there are not even a single person who is perfect. If we love someone, we have to love the best and the worst of him.

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
With You (Chris Brown). Hehe. Cute song that I like. Yea... it might be played on my wedding but we'll see how okay ;p

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Tanpa Kekasihku (Agnes Monica). Ouchhhhh. This is one of my favourite songs. Yea it can definitely be played, especially from my future partner. kuikuikui =p

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Hate That I Love You (Rihanna) Ish. langsung takde kne ngene

19. What is your biggest fear?
Biarlah (Nidji). Huh? apakah? biarlaaaa. i really don't mind =)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Right Where You Want Me (Jesse McCartney) Adala secret. kalau gitau then it won't longer be a secret, though.

21. What do you think of your friends?
Stand Up For Love (Destiny's Child). haha. What I know is that my friends are all supportive and most of them are all in love. so... yea... they might be standing up for their love. but what i'll say, just stand up for the love that u think worths every single drop of ur sweat. don't u ever stand up for someone who doesn't know how to appreciate u, and especially to those who don't know how to stick to their promise.

22. What will you post this as?
Goodnight Goodnight (Maroon 5). haha. ok la tu kan. selamat malam!!!

Now the lucky person i wanna tag are :
anyone who likes to tag themselves =p

P.S: Tagged by Kdee. This is all I can do. hehe =p

Asyimomo's Engagement.

As being informed, I was away the last weekend to Perak. Hey hey hey, I wasn't there with the same purpose as I used to have few years back. I was there this time because my dear girlfriend, Syima got engaged!!!

For the whole weekend spent in Perak, I laughed sooooooooooooo crazily that now I'm so exhausted and my jaw gets locked.

Friday:

My parents sent me to the Butterworth bus station and we arrived there at 4pm. So bad that the bus ticket available was only at 8.30pm. So my parents sent me to Taiping since it takes only 1hour from Butterworth-Taiping. That evening I spent with Amar at her house and we waited for Awe and Airsah to arrive from KL. Okay. Here is the funniest part.

At about 9.30pm, Airsah atau lebih mesra dipanggil Air, gitau kitorang yang diorang dah sampai Taiping tapi taktau camne nak g umah Amar. So Amar pun kasitau la directions sume and suruh diorang tunggu kat depan Tesco. Amar ajak la aku ikut g amik diorang kat Tesco. Memandangkan Tesco dengan umah Amar amatlah dekat maka aku pun tukar seluar tido je ganti ngan jeans. ngan selambanya berpakaian tidak proper, aku ikut la Amar pegi Tesco naik motor. Bila dah sampai sana Awe ngan Air tak gak sampai. Lama tunggu tak sampai gak. Air message Amar tanya direction and bila Amar nak reply balik, skali "message not sent". Amar kehabisan credit and Amar suruh aku call diorang. Tapi apakan daya, aku tak bawak phone time tu. Dah kata dekat nak gi amik diorang je dah tu aku pun pergi sehelai sepinggang jela.

Nasib baik la Air call and last2 skali Amar cakap takpela die g amik diorang kat mana diorang ada time tu. Skali, perempuan2 cantik dua orang tu ada kat depan library??? ceh. Baca buku malam2 ke ape la makcik dua orang ni sampai sesat ke library. Then Amar pun apa lagi merempit la pergi sana. On da way tu dah la pakcik2 polisi bermotosikal beriringan dengan kitorang. Then Amar cakap, "wei, aku tak bawak license ni. IC pun tak bwak gak". Aku plak, "huh??? aku pun sama. apa pun aku tak bawak. duit pun tak bawak". Kitorang time tu memang tawakkal jela. Then...

Amar: "motor ni bukan elok sangat".
Aku: "yeke. ala takpe. yang penting ada minyak. ni ada minyak ke tak ni?".
Amar: "ade. cukup je aku rase".
So kitorang pun teruskanlah merempit and dengan jayanya dah dekat nak sampai kat library, tanpa sebarang sekatan dari pihak berkuasa, sekali motor berhenti secara tiba2. hua!!!!!!!!!! minyak abis!!! Amar try start balik engine and yeay!!! Hidup kembali tapi 5 saat kemudian... stop balik. huaaaaaa~~~!!! dah la malam, wallet lak tak bawak, licence, identity card, duit sume takde. Aku dah gelak bagai nak gila time tu. Nasib la kitorang dh smpi depan library. Then diorang call and kitorang pun suruh la diorang datang cepat depan library sebab kitorang xleh nak gerak dh. Sampai2 je kete makcik berdua tu, punyela gelak macam nak mati!!! Memang la sadis keadaan time tu, ngan motor habis minyak nye, tapi seyes kelakar. So tinggal la aku ngn Air tunggu motor and Awe gi beli minyak ngn Amar. eeeeeeiiii. Bengong gile. Dah tu balik la umah Amar, minum2 and siap pakai baju tidur sume, trus g umah Syima. Ada patut kitorang sampai umah Syima dah kul 1 pagi. Amat sopan kan, pegi umah kenduri di pagi2 buta berpakaian tidur. Malam tu kitorang tido lambat gile duk borak gelak2 sampai lebam.

Saturday:

Hari bersejarah bagi Syima. Yeay!!!! Kitorang pun sibuk gak ritu. Sibuk menyibuk. Sebabkan sume mende pun dah orang lain buat, and dah banyak tangan sampaikan kitorang takde mende nak buat. Awe jela jadi mak andam Syima. Aku, Amar and Air duk la menyibuk itu ini. So the theme of the day was purple. There were 22 hantaran all together from Syima's side. After the evening tea, kitorang gi tengok movie kat Taiping Central. tapi Syima tak ikut la. Sebab malam tu kitorang ada bachelor's night. Syima dah tunang takleh la ikut. kuikuikui =p

Sunday:

Balik umah masing2. Before balik ada je lagi drama. Bus aku kul 11, tapi perempuan2 cantik tu sume bersiap punyela lambattttttttttttttttttttttttt. Kul 10.40 baru gerak dari umah Amar. Nasib la sempat sampai before bus gerak. Kalau tak ada gak yang kena drive sampai Kedah anta aku balik. hehehe.

Dear girlfriends: It was nice meeting u girls after a long time that we've been seperated. Especially to Airsah yang dah 4 tahun tak jumpe, at last jumpe gak balik ngan kau. Pasni everytime gathering kalau ko tak datang siap ko kitorang majuk taknak kawan. hehe.


Dear Asyimomo: Congratulations for the beautiful engagement darling!!! You look so lovely on that day. You were the first among us all that get engaged. It's not following the birth date though you are the eldest among us all, because I won't be the next follower. Tak kisah la korang sume nak langkah bendul pun janji nanti kasi aku sepersalinan baju cantik ok. hehehe =p

my disappearance equals to 5

hohohoho. I was away for the whole weekend and after I came back, I checked that I have 5 friend requests in Facebook and 5 comments in here. What a coincidence for I also have another things equal to that digit. ngengenge =p