Friday, September 19, 2008

cognitive overload

i hate doing focused paper. i mean i hate it when there is no definite title for me to write the assignment.

i was at the library since the sun was high up in the sky until it was moon that did the replacement.

cognitive overload.

that's what i would rather stick on my forehead.

i might not be smiling tonight.

i communicated only to people that i don't know or acquaintances that i bumped onto along the way.

i met with a Malaysian post graduate and she invited me to her house for dinner and raya. she invited me to the mosque for iftar this 27th September. i met Yuni my Taiwanese friend and we did some catch ups.

i met a baby embraced in the arms of her young mother. a young lady with green hair. both of them were soundly sleeping and i was more than assure that they had missed the stop. i tried my best to hold my cough as i really didn't want the baby to awake. and now, it resulted in me having painful chest. jeeeezzzzzzz. i'm so much annoyed with this endless cough.

i wanna sleep but i can't. i consumed only pastry and banana with plain water when i was alone on the bench accompanied by cold breeze and darkness. and now i know i should be eating proper food. but i just don't feel like to.

i better off.


p/s: this assignment really is killing me hardly. not softly for sure. huh.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

mentally and emotionally breakdown

for some unavoidable reasons, i'm so downnnnnn under the duvet =p

i have assignment due this coming Monday and i haven't done anything.

i'm in the library but all i do is nothing.

i stare at the screen and search for nothing.

i don't know what topic should i do for my newsletter.

my friend told me he sent me sth from Niagara Fall but i won't receive it coz this morning the package was sent back to him. i know. aussie mmg paranoid skit nk allow brg masuk sini.

ritu ida buat ketaq kepala psl salam perantauan.kunun gmbr kitorang msuk paper. aku call abah n kawan2 suruh diorang g bli paper. skali bru aku tau gmbr kitorang xde pun. penat kwn aku 2 org trus g cari paper even dh mlm. sian gak kat abah coz g bli paper dlu bfore g terawih.sekali gmbr anak kesayangan xde pn dlm paper. nsb baik x kne mrh. i waited until abah blk tht night sbb rase bersalah sgt n nsb baik die x mrh.kuikuikui.n sori gak utk kwn2 yg berusaha mencari paper mlm tu.soriiiiiiiii.eheheheh =p

nah link g tgk on9 sudaaa.muka aku yg gumuk. eeeii. x suka.


okey entry ni kena sepenuhnye dalam bahasa melayu.

sebab kat sebelah ni ade sorang guy taktaula chinese ke taiwanese ke korean ke japanese ke. dari awal die duduk kat sebelah aku sampai laaaaaaaaaaa sekarang dia duk usha aku. rimasssss. rimasssss. rimassssss. aku pakai pelik ke? yela kot dah aku sorang je yg bertudung kt sini. tapi takyah la usha camtu sekali kot. siap pusing badan menghadap aku lagi tu yg hangin tuuuuu. ade gak yang nk kna sumbat ngan keyboard ni krg.

eeeii. muka dah la ada ala2 singa laut gatal. geli geli.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

tag thingy

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any 1 questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by Nurul Fahizha Fahimie

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ultimately piss off.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
a beautiful life for me to live in.

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
i haven't tried this act. have nobody in mind to apply this kind of violence.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
try the best way i can to improve my life as well as the life of my beloved ones.

5. Will you fall in love with your bestfriend?
my ex was my bestfriend. but once it cracked we're now not even acquaintances.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i must say forever but when an event indicates the departure, i rather move on.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i do nothing.

9. Have u ever been labeled as a snatcher?
my friend told me once that i have the potential. but i haven't done anything to prove it. and i won't.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
too many that i can't list them down.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
a better me.

12. What's your fear?
too many that i can't list them down.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
fahizha. haha. too much in love with her sayang. i can see her eagerness of getting married.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married tapi idup bahagia. tak kisah la miskin or kaya. coz i myself haven't been living in luxury.
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
pusing kiri kanan sambil peluk teddy.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
that's what i did and eventually there's nothing left for me that i now believe, never give my all. someone told me, 60/40 is the best percentage.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one that appears most in my dreams. the one that live in my every single breath.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
nyanyuk, forgetful, that's what best describe me as a young lady. i would always forgive all the wrongdoings that had been done on me yet i won't definitely forget coz the impact is usually too huge to be a burden on my skinny shoulders.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
as a piece of coin, life is how it is. everything have two sides of it. so does the status.

20. List 5 people to tag.


Tuesday, September 16, 2008

i got a new haircut

i won't say that it's good but it's better compared to before.

i went to cut my hair without a definite idea in head so off i went with my empty mind.

i got a very friendly hairdresser named Shell who is just one year older than me and she's just got married. newly weds are usually energetic aite, so did her. hehe.

since it's Brisbane School of Hairdressing, so everything was supervised. under professional supervision but under the knife of unprofessional hairdresser, my hair had been cut off to a shoulder length.

at first aku sentap sbb pendek sgt. padahal dh byk kali die duk tny for confirmation. tp bile dh siap, i like it. btw i enjoyed the time when i was in d salon as Shell, the supervisor, the next hairdresser n the next customer were all friendly and i got complimented by them. haha.tula part plg best kot. btw, it wasn't first time that most of d people in salon complimented my new haircut. i got it few times back in malaysia but phm2 jelaa. pas blow dry haruslah rmbut cntik kan. tp pastu. keesokan hari nye, harus jd cm pontianak meroyan. ni aku tau esok bgn pagi sure jd cm singa. mencik mencik


i'm in dilemma. i'm going to cut my hair. in two hours time from now. i'm waiting for Jannah to finish working then i'll straight away hop myself up on the bus n head to the city. n chop chop chop. hehe.

but then, i'm still not sure which style do i prefer.


rase cm nak je ckp kt hairdresser tu krg, "Just cut it the way u think suits me best".

sekali die botakkan aku.

harus jadi tok sami je pastu.

join Shaolin g belajar kungfu.

eiiiiiiiii. takmau takmauuuuuuuuuuu.

okes takpe krg atas bus baru fikir.


my answer is...


Sepanjang Ramadhan ni ramai yang asyik2 tanya soalan yang sama. "Camne Ramadhan kt oversea?". Siap ade kawan dr Malaysia yg tny soalan tu ngn biodata2 sekali untuk article di bulan Ramadhan kt website mane tah. So, here is my answer.

Pose kat sini same je cm pose kt msia. tp of course la ade yg best n x best nye. (tetiba trase poyo. haha).

Yang best nye sbb bukak awal. yeay!!! takyah tunggu lame2. bukak around 5.40pm sbb now spring. kalo la pose mase winter lg best sbb lg awal gelap. tp cm skrg pn ok je. best best. so kalo bgn around 9 tu pun kiranya tak lame pastu dh leh bkk. kalo super duper lapar lak tido je lame2 jgn bgun awl. haha. gile keji.

Yang tak best nye lak... hurmmm... haruslah sbb xleh nk bukak pose ngn family. tak leh nak rase masakan ibu. hua!!!!!!!!! and lagi satu sbb takde bazaar Ramadhan. so takde la air tebu yang manis lazat bermadu untuk berbuka. so sadis okessss. actually the most interesting fact about Ramadhan that i like most is bazaar. sebabnye leh tgk mcm2 mknn n nafsu tamak mule la over melompat2 nk bli sume. tp yg x best nye tiap kali g bazaar musti abis duit byk sbb bli over banyak. dah tu makan x penah abis. rugi rugiiiii.

So untuk redeem ke tidak 'best'an itu, i always cook. spjg bulan Ramadhan yg mulia ini aku dh try msk few meals. namun, disebabkan kesibukan yang melanda di semester akhir ini, maka aktiviti memasak agak tersekat. antara meals yang telah dimasak dan selamat dihadamkan adalah:
- nasi tomato
- nasi ayam
- mee goreng mamak
- kuih ketayap
- kuih karipap
- bihun singapore
- makaroni bakar
- ayam barbecue
- sandwich sardin
meals lain sume yang simple2 je cm telur dadar, sardin, nasi goreng, sup daging, dging msk pedas n mcm2 lg la masakan mls. kdg tu tak masak pun sbb mknn semalam ade lg so mkn left over je.

kalo kat msia bukak pose ngn family mase kt umah n bkk pose ngn kwn2 mse kt kolej, kt sini lak bkk pose ngn housemates aka kwn2 sendiri jugak. so still gak meriah. tp kalo ari asgmt byk n org sume busy ade je la kne bkk pose sorang2 smbil tgk anime.

Terawih lak, so far x penah pegi lagi eventho masjid kat ujung lorong umah je. reason utama sebab masalah kewanitaan dan kesibukan bergelumang dengan assignment. ingat nak wat sendiri. semangat ni siap tanye kawan lg dh cmne nk wat terawih sndri. tapi as usual laaa. ade je mende lain yg dibuat. so tak buat gak lg terawih. tp takpe. niat tu penting. insyaAllah pas anta assignment Additional Language ni aku g terawih. hehe. aminnnnnnnnnn

haaa. lastly, mende plg sadis tp tak bpe nak sadis sepanjang Ramadhan ni adalah di hari Isnin. sebabnye ade clas dr 8.30pg - 9mlm. mmg la ade gap tp kne bukak pose kt uni laaa. so ari Ahad mlm musti msk bagai untuk bekalan ari Isnin. contoh cam baru2 ni aku beria masak bihun singapore n makaroni bakar. byk lak tu siap leh pas2 kt kwn2 lg. mmg la best leh bkk pose rmai2 ngn kwn2 tp untuk makhluk lembab cam aku, yg waktu makan 5.40pm tp clas kul 6pm, haruslah aku rase time tu insufficient sbb aku makan slow.

lain2 halangan n dugaan rasenye takde kot. so far ok je lg. tp paling tak best bile call umah tny diorang bukak pose mkn ape, musti dan2 tu jugak level jelousy aku memuncak. family aku mmg over pun bab2 makanan ni. tapi tak gemuk2 gak. sungguh tak difahami. hehe

okes. so diharap jawapan di atas memuaskan semua peminat2 yang curious. (cewah. feeling celebrity jap). hehe

adios muchocos.

sori di bulan pose takleh kasi kiss. da!!!!!

Monday, September 15, 2008



esok ade presentation but i haven't memorized my text. not even a single word.

first time ni rase nk bce je from paper.

malas malas malassssss.

malas present tp rajin masak n makan.

hukuman nye???

sumbat je mulut ngn food takyah nk present2 dh esk.



nak tido.