Wednesday, May 14, 2008

a long tiring journey

this entry will mainly evolve around the topic of... the tiring struggle of a TESL student, which is ME. haihhhh. sigh is the only way for me to express how tired i am to face this journey. to be a teacher is not as easy as how it was in those old days. to just be a teacher, i need approximately 6 years of study. friends are all graduating and will start working, n moving on to the next phase of life. no longer being entitled as S-T-U-D-E-N-T. as for me, i still have another 3weeks to finish my fifth semester. then i'll have to undergo another 3 though semesters. i'm getting hopeless to pursue what i'm doing. i like being a student. but i'm sick of completing these whole bunch of killing assignments. the submissions are all queuing as if they're waiting for the turn of buying Krispy Kreme doughnuts. it's not fun to see in the academic diary that those miserable red marks are on each page of the day. stressful!!! i really am. i really can't wait for winter break to approach. i know i might be a piece of a dead meat later in June as i'm not going anywhere during the initial winter. i'll be a loyal wife waiting for July to come as i'll happily off to Sydney n Melbourne and roll my money all over the trip. but to be happily capturing my face in those memorable photos, i'll have to finish another 4 BIG ASSIGNMENTS.

as for today, after a very exhausting day of yesterday, where i'd been compiling the portfolio for about 4hours straight, i reacted off task during the Math class just now. Calvin was not around so Mary was in charged for the lecture. Since she first met us, therefore she required us to write down our name on a piece of paper which made it easier for her to call us. It was when i started to feel so bored n played with the magic pen. i wrote "si chantek manis" on the paper which made her call me, "You... yes, i couldn't read your name. What is it again?". blur i was. xkanla aku nk ckp, "owh, it's my name, si chantek manis". my malaysian friends started to laugh to that vain silly nick written. aiyoooooooo. kalo Mary tau sure die keciwa. luckily i managed to goreng smpi hangus masa jawab. hahahaha. seriously i wasn't and am not in d mood of going to class right now. or to do anything which have the academic value in it.

not that i'm not appreciating what i'm having n doing. i know millions are willing to die to have what i have right now. a TESL student which is financially supported by government n the study is not too hard n the job opportunity is significantly guaranteed. yet, i just need a rest. i think i better stop now. Thanks to The Almighty that i'm in this course. i can't never imagine myself in the shoes of medic or engineering students as their courses are more troublesome. but i think i'll enjoy it more if i'm doing something which is related to art n design. hehe.

i like doing TESL. i like living in Brisbane. i like to be a teacher. =)

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

xde mood

arini busy.compile portfolio nye psl. xde mood. bye

Monday, May 12, 2008

capricorn girl (da truth of me) owh poyoyos

some might say that "poyo la ko Fath!!!". xpe2. i got it. korang jeles kan? ahahahaha. nah amik ko gedebuk. bace2 =p

It is very difficult to define the characteristics profile of a Capricorn girl exactly. She can be the sexy babe on the beach or a scientist sitting in the laboratory, doing experiments that can save mankind. Whatever she is on the outside, when you look inside you will find a girl who looks for security, authority, respect and position. It is an entirely different matter how she seeks to achieve these goals. It may be as the president of a country or as the wife of an ambitious man. She seeks recognition and it doesn't matter how she gets it.

A Capricorn female is like that goat, which has to reach the top of the mountain. It doesn't matter what position she starts and how slowly she walks, she will be at the top much before those, who were running in front of her. She will do it with such subtlety that you wouldn't even know when she crossed all the milestones. She has her aims and ambitions, but they don't come before her family. She can enjoy the role of a wife or a mother as much as that of the CEO of the biggest MNC. However, you will have to provide her with equivalent respect and security.

Almost all the Capricorn women have immaculate etiquettes. They have an inherent sense of social elegance, modesty and conventional look. Though she looks completely calm, composed and balanced, don't think she doesn't have mood swings. She can become really depressed if she thinks that someone has misjudged or ill-treated her. In such a case, she may brood for months at a time. This stems from the fact that she does not feel as secure as she seems to be and fears being ridiculed or laughed at.

It is advisable not to tease a Capricorn girl; she may take it too literally. Though she may pretend otherwise, she seeks as much compliments as the other girls, probably even more. Show her that you appreciate her and make her feel secure. It will help her in opening up and showing her deliberately controlled passion. A Capricorn girl's personality doesn't include the trait of wishful thinking. She sees only those dreams that can be converted into reality. She enters a boat only when she knows that the waters are safe.

She will emphasize heavily on social etiquettes and you never see her serving the guests in anything but crystal cutlery. There will always be something fresh about her beauty and she will never ever be unattractive, even when she is wearing those hair-curlers. A Capricorn female will appear to be extremely confident, but inside she is quite unsure about her appearance. You will have to reassurance her time and again that she is attractive. She will always be honest and will expect the same from you.

At the same time, you will have to respect her family. Remember when you marry a Capricorn woman; you marry her family and relatives too. If ever you criticize her family members, better ensure that the criticism is constructive or she will never forgive you. Her love for you will never prevent her from taking care of her family. The plus point of this attitude is that she will be equally considerate towards your family too and give them the same respect as her own fellows. She will never mind if you cancel your holiday trip to pay for dad's operation.

The home of a Capricorn female will always be sparkling clean, that to with effortless ease. She is a realist and daydreaming is not her idea of passing the time. She has the ability to make even the dullest of surroundings looks warm and attractive, with her earthly passion. She will never stop you from dreaming, as long as there is bread in the house and the dreams have atleast some chances of turning into reality. As a mother, she will teach the kids discipline, economy, practicality, etiquettes and respect for elders. Make her feel loved, protected, needed and cared for and in return, she will support you in realizing your dreams and give you a deep, lasting love!

wahahahhahah. sile gelak beramai2 if u think what i highlighted above were not true. sila sila. =p

nasihat mak nenek =p

amboiiii.kemain lg eh.bru xde dpn lptop kejap je Amnah n Asyi attacked bertalu2.siap korang.Firus xpe.u baik i x mrh.heheheh =p

okes2 back to work. blogging2. ngeeeeeeeeee =p

yeay!!!!!!i'd submitted my Action Research!! and i'd finished my presentation. they were all went well. hurmmm... well ke? i hope so. as usual i didn't put enough effort in my assignment. back to d old me. previous assgnmt je aku semangat ayam buat awal. but this time around still gak cm last year. tp baik skit laaaa. xde dah la a day bfore bru nk gedik2 ketuk keyboard. kalini i started 3days before. so yesterday i was free n went out for a movie with Akran. for this week je kitorang dh tgk 2 sweet movies. last Tuesday we went for "What Happen In Vegas" and last night we went for "Made of Honour". both were great!!!! i like "What Happen in Vegas" because of its humorous value. still, it's soooooo sweet. but not as sweet as "Made of Honour". yea... we won't realize the good thing that we have until we lose it.

ok ok attention!!!! ni nak selit2 je ok. i believe that most of my IPBA TESL friends have been hearing about this rumor for quite sometimes. which Akran and me are having special relationship. so i would like to make u clear with this. actually there's nothing between us. so far we're just friends. but i'm not intended in making any statements whether d relationship will develop more or not as we can't expect the unexpected. however at this moment we prefer to be just friends. and i can agree on the fact that we're good friends. i'll let u know if anything ok. so please don't make silly assumption as long as the truth had not yet revealed. ngengenge =p (Akran, no offence ok) =)

and to Amnah, Ezat and Asyi~~~ welcome to the world of blogging. yea i know this blog of mine is pathetic yet this is where i express what i feel. since u girls are still new, keep up d good work and i'll always be supportive as i always do. muahhhhhhhsss =)

Sunday, May 11, 2008

uhhhhhhhhhh...sleepy day

this is d update of yesterday. (10th May 2008).


sleepy faces of Fathiah

Can u see the previous entry below? i hadn't started anything for my assignment lagi mase tu. so right away after that i started getting on my assignment. i wrote up until d introduction part and pushed myself to finish it. then i had my heavy meal which was when the sky had already turned dark. mlm tu ngn ssh payahnye aku siapkan gak half of d assgmt n tido lmbt dr bese, which was 12++. aiyooo. kan aku dh bese tido awl skrg ni. so bgi aku lmbt amat la kul 12 tu. dahla Akran ajk teman die gi City Hall sbb Levi's and other big brands buat mega sale. so aku pn bgun la awlnye esok tuuuu....

so esok tu which was semalam, ngn ngntuknye aku mangun n siap2 kuar ngn Akran kul 8lbh. we arrived bfore 9am. since Akran nk blnje bfast so we went ahead to Hungry Jacks tp dining hall die tutup so we had our breakfast at Krispy Kreme. yummyyyyyyyy. shodap skali. tenkiu Akran. ngengenge. after that we went to City Hall and we were among the first who managed to attack tht place. there were mountains of jeans n they were all cheap!!!!!the cheapest levi's jeans were only 10aud. i grabbed few jeans n tried only one then i decided not to take anythng. haihhhhhhh.... as usual la. they were all not my size. aku kan kurussssss. lgpun design die x cntik laaa. levi's flare mende tah yg kembang2 tu. x cntik la aiyoooooooo. mende2 lain plak aku x berkenan. time tu aku dh ngantuk dah. then igt nk blk sbb assignment x siap lg. tp Akran lak nk window shopping. so aku pun teman laaa lg even Akran ckp kalo nk blik wat asgmt xpe je. dah tu teman la Akran try baju kt Guess. chantek ok kemeja tu tp Akran ckp nk survey dlu la apa. then after few stores aku mmg dh x thn dh ngntuk n rase bersalah x siap assgnmt lg, so aku pun nk balik n Akran pun ckp ok laaa jom blik.

smpi umah aku ngntuk thp dewa dewi nye tp at the same time i wasn't at ease since assignment x siap lg. so aku pun gedebuk gedebak smbung la buat assgmt. ida n sue kuar g City Hall borong jeans and aku duk la blik buat asgmt. dh ptg tu maka berjaya la siap asgmt aku. tp ngntuk tahap xleh tolerate dh tp aku x gak leh tdo sbb laparrrrrrrr. so aku pun mkn la spaghetti yg dh 2 ari aku msk tp still lazat. ditambah plak ngn cheese, owhhhh amat yummyyyyyy. sedar2 dh dkt kul 5 n aku janji nk g Southbank jumpe budak2 ni (Ida, Sue, Jan n junior2) sbb nk tgk fireworks. so aku pun siap2 la n g la tunggu bus sorang2 d mlm yg gelap. time tu bru kul 5pm lbh tp dh gelap amat la. smpi je Southbank budak2 tu singgah amik duit ktne tah so aku terpacak la sorang2 cm org xde kawan tunggu la minah2 ayu tu smpi. dah jmpe tu tunggu la fireworks n aku yg time tu sbnrnye ngtuk tahap dewa, trus jdik high duk ckp merepek tah hape2 smpi Jan pn pening. skali fireworks kejap je. adela dlm 15min tp cntik laaaa. sukerrrr. nsb baik gak kejap je so blk tu aku trus tdo. bfore tht as usual aku call la umh jap. 10 min cmtu je aku dh said bye2 sbb ngantuk tahap cimpanzi. kul 8.10 cmtu aku dh tdo ok. smpi laaaaaaa pg td kul bpe tah aku bgun. aiyoooo. penat. ngntukkkkkkk

ish merepek amat nmpknye entry kalini. membebel je keje. k la krg aku post entry berilmiah skit k. daaaaaa