i've moved out to a new place. new room. lots of things to b settled. unpack all the stuffs, arrange them in new places n positions. i've almost done doing all those stuffs n now i'm stucked in front of my laptop writing this. i want to have a chat with my friends yet my laptop is now being attacked by a stupid virus which i got from my pendrive. i'm transfering my important files n will b reformating my laptop after this.
hurmmmm.. i've nothing to say. not really in d mood. i feel lonely. i know tht i told almost everybody tht i'd no feeling of coming back to brissy. to think it back...hurm yeap, i havent shed any tears since my come back. eventho i was d only one who had nobody sending me in KLIA. not tht my family didnt care bout me but then i thought tht it was no point for them to go down all d way from kedah to klia just for d sake of sending me who is only away for 10months. so i ended up by wondering around d KLIA n lepak2 at d KFC alone. d journey back to brissy was fine. i met an old lady who is in her early 60's. we met in d line to d toilet n continued our talk for 2hours when we were in Taiwan. we then said goodbye to each other as i had to take my flight to brissy n she to san fransisco.
hurmmmm. i feel so homesick right now. so stressed out. eventho i have friends here but i miss the voices tht i used to hear at home. i miss mama, abah, adik, atuk, afiq, abglong, bangcik, rizq, kak razia... i miss my friends n i miss driving around wasting my feul.
what i feel right now at this definite time of 11.05pm (aussie time)
- i feel like having dinner with my family.
- i feel like chatting with my dad
- i feel like making jokes of my sister
- i feel like playing with rizq
- i feel like hugging my dear fluffy cat (poppy)
but it's alright. be strong fathiah. it's only a short period of 10months. u'll get used to this as previous. u'll like having ur privacy again, u'll enjoy ur classes n u'll enjoy hanging around with ur friends again. =)