supposedly today or tomorrow i shall b having picnics with my convent friends but i cancelled it up since diyana is not in espie yet..n kelly is having fever. so i guess tht i'll just have a day out with them as usual.
there's no point to be rising up in here actually. just to say that..i'm having mixture feeling of flying myself back to brissy. before this i felt like really wanted to go back to aussie. to b occupied with classes n assignments as usual. n to plan my next stops for d winter vacation. really wanted to go back. but now?
now i feel like my heart is divided into 2 halves. one says "yes!!!balik aussie balik aussie!!!". and another one says.."huaaa!!!malasnye nk blk.mlsnye nak gerak.mlsnye nk settle sume mende bfore blk.mlsnye nk packing". n d most importantly...mlsnye nk tinggal family. i mean..sedey. bukan malas. huhu
but when i think it back right now... hurm... i want to go back. it's been 3months that i've been spending my time at home. better get myself on nerve before d boredom air starts to suffocate d galaxy n push me down underneath d dark zone.
i dun regret to come back as i think that i'd used my time wisely. lotsa thnings that i have learned during diz summer hol. i got an experience as a teacher. i got to spend my time with family. had a vacation with d whole family. met my long curtained friends. met new friends genuinely n virtually. n to think it positively..it's a good thing to fly back there. i feel closer to my family when i'm further than them. why? because i called back home almost everyday when i was in aussie compared to here. insyaAllah..i'll call my family as usual like i did last year n i'll alwys on my webcam for them after this.
fathiah!!! get urself awake n start buying all d thngs n do d packing job. chaiyok2