Thursday, September 17, 2009

raya is approaching!!!

i'm so excited!

hey ho!!!

raya is approaching. raya is approaching. it's getting near. i'm counting days. and after this i'll be counting hours. and then i'll be counting minutes.

waaaaaaaaa. ye ye je. actually i didn't even feel the vibe until just now. when i realize that today is the last day of work and tomorrow i'll be heading back to kedah.

come to think of it...i'm supposed to be super happy for this coming raya.

why?

because it's been ages that i haven't been celebrating raya with my second bro. i can't even recall when was the last time we celebrate raya together as a whole family.because he was away in Japan for six years and when he came back i was away in Australia for two years.

so this is the time that all of us (i mean my familia) will be celebrating raya together.

and i'm also supposed to be happy because this is the time to celebrate raya together with familia after two years of raya in abroad.

tapi maybe sebab dah berusia. uhuk uhuk batuk trus bila sebut dah tua. biasala usia emas ni banyak sikit penyakit. hehe.

tula..bila dah jd grown up lady ni tak feel sangat dah raya tu.nak shopping raya pun malas.tu pun nasib la kuar gak gi beli baju raya.idak pakai je baju yang dah tempah ritu tapi tak pakai2 lagi.

eh...grown up lady la sangat.muda remaja lagi kot.baru 23 ;p

so...now i'm all excited with raya is approaching.

kat staff room ni. bestnye dengar suara budak2 riuh je kat bawah. arini budak2 melayu sume pakai baju raya coz ada majlis khatam quran.kiut gilosssssssssss =p

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

My Little Angels

Owhhh... they can also be such a devil.

But they're my little angels.

I haven't yet introduced you to them right?

Well... I was too occupied back then. But now since I'm done with the observations I think I can still consider of updating my blog.

(truth is... i'm damn bored at the moment) (*+*)

So here're some of the pictures that I captured during the closing ceremony for "Minggu Ambang Kemerdekaan". hahaha. The photos were all captured before I went back to Kedah. Ingat yang cuti puasa seminggu tu? haha lama gila kan. Nampak sangat malas =p






Haih...takkan nak kenalkan sorang2 kot kan. So those are my little angels. They're all so cute, so nice but so naughty!!!!!!!!and yang paling paling paling tak suke, they're all too noisy!!!!!!!!

Too much complains from the teachers saying that "Standard 4 students are too noisy."

Should I bring a tape and stick it on their lips everytime during lesson?

Hurm...I think they'll look cuter that way.

So I should bring it la kan? huhuhu



i'm free!!!

hey ho!

actually this was supposed to be posted yesterday but i was soooooooooooooooooooo sleepy that i couldn't think of any.

so the good news is....

I'VE FINISHED ALL THE OBSERVATIONS. (alhamdulillah... =))

so now i'm officially free. huhu

actually i'm not that free coz i still have to write lesson plans and prepare the materials for my classes after this. but since there's no more observation, so of course i won't harm myself with too much of materials. enough with just simple task sheets. hehe. gile malas.

or maybe i'll do more games and quizzes with the kids.

but for this week, it's the best with only chalk and board because my students have already switched their study mode off. they're all thinking of raya and holidays. so do i. huhuhu

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

feel like shouting it out loud!

At this moment, at this particular time, 12.42pm, I really feel like shouting it out loud so that everybody will know what I'm dealing with.

But I know that I can't. It's too private and if I blurt it out, my friend will get hurt.

Dear friend...

I'm sorry with what I will really really really have to tell you soon... I can't keep it anymore.


another one to go

This is my first time blogging in the staffroom. Prove that I'm really out of thing to do. \(*+*)/

I've just finished with an observation with both my lecturer and co-operating teacher. Alhamdulillah everything went good.

So with the observation just now, it means that there's another one observation left before I could freely breathe. hehe. How much I feel burdened by the observations. But yea!!! It's almost over and I really can't wait to finish it off.

Time!!! Fly faster please. I can't wait to be free~~~!!!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

i need some air!!!O2 will do.tenkiu.

it's suffocating me.

i mean all the endless phone calls and sms.

not that i don't want any of it.

i want them but not all.

i just need some of them. (am i selfish that way?)

can't u just love me like how u loved me before?

i've told u so many times. i can't afford daily sms and i can't attend ur phone calls every single hour.

can u please just stop all those winter sonata series?

u make me look like i'm d one who is wrong. u make me look like i'm a very very bad girl who can just be labelled as "si tanggang".

i never want things to be this way.

so i think i'll just place a full stop no matter how bad the winter sonata is.

p/s: i know u won't be reading this forever. so u will never know.

p/s/s: sorry that i can't be ur daughter...for real... =(

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

will you?

Those little angels possess pour souls and they are innocent. Do you think so? Though they're naughty at times, they are still no evils. They're just a piece of white cloth and those around them are those who own the brushes to paint them either gorgeous or hedious.

When you are dealing with little angels, you're indirectly dealing with their precious future. From that small figures you can never imagine what they'll turn into as you'll never know what they'll be facing with when you're not there to guide and protect them.

That's what I feel towards one of my little angels.

I think I better leave her name unknown and let just her unfortunate life be the introduction.

After few weeks of teaching the students, I was then being informed by the class teacher that one of my students is medically conformed as HIV positive.

The student whom I'll refer as K doesn't know about that painful thruth and so do her friends. Can you imagine what will happen if the secret leak out? Those little angels will definitely tell their parents and petition might be up on the school board to expell that poor K. I know that it might not be fair for other little angels to be placed in such dangerous circumstances of being accidentally infected when they are out of reach from the teachers.

Yet, K's parents together with the school are paying extra care on this issue. K is not allowed to go to school when she's sick and teachers always have their eagle eyes on to monitor K's movement around the school.

From my reading, note that:

"You can live with an HIV infected person in a very normal way, just like another healthy person. You can sleep with him/her, talk to him/her, eat with him/her etc. You would only have to be careful of any liquid secretions from his/her body like blood, etc and You cannot have marital relations with an infected person. You can eat in the same plate and drink from the same glass".

Since HIV does not easily affect others, therefore I think it won't do you any harm by just being in the same school with an HIV infected person.

Nowadays people are well educated to understand the situation. Therefore, isolating those who are infected is no longer common.

Give this little K a chance to breathe the fresh air, will you?

Read this conversation. It was in the staff room when I was in front of my laptop working on my lesson plan. Note that I was extremely under pressure at that moment until K came by...

K: Teacher teacher. bukak la lagu.
Me: Takleh. laptop ni takde lagu. teacher busy ni.awk pegi sane main pingpong.

(K smiled and walked away)

Me: K..sini. meh la sini borak2 dgn teacher.

(K walked towards me n smiled as usual)

Me: K..bape ye awak dapat untuk ujian BI aritu? ingat lg tak?
K: hehe...tak ingat la teacher.
Me: hah? tak ingat? baru je lepas pun tak ingat ke?
K: hehe..tak..

(Actually I knew her mark coz I was the one who set the paper and I was the marker)

Me: okay la.dah tu subject lain awk dapat bpe? sains awk dpt bpe?
K: ermm..30 (and she smiled)
Me: huh? 30? fail tu. dah tu subjek ape yg awk lulus. awk rase subjek ape plg senang?
K: BM.
Me: awk dpt bpe BM?
K: 56 (smiled)
Me: 56 tu byk gak. awk ade dpt A tak test kalini?
K: takde.
Me: awk penah dpt A tak dlm ujian?
K: tak penah.
Me: lol..nape tak penah? haaaa...awk tak study ye kat umah.
K: study la teacher.
Me: yeke ni awk study.awk study camne?mak awk ajar ke?
K: tak..sy bljr sndri.
Me: mak awk tak ajar eh?mak awk keje ye?
K: tak...mak sy suri umah.
Me: owhh..pastu ayah awk plak keje ape?
K: ayah saye jage parking kat Central. (and she continued smiling)
Me: owhhh...dah tu awk dtg skolah cmne dah ayah awk keje?
K: sy dtg ngn ayah S (another of my student)
Me: owhhh...ayah S tak bz la ye. ayah S plak keje ape?
K: ayah S keje sapu sampah kat flat teacher.
Me: ooo... ok la. awk g la main pingpong.
(and ran away...joining her other friends to play pingpong)

Whom to be blamed? Some of us are not born fortunate... mind that =,)